"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,

It's about learning how to dance in the rain."


Vivien Greene


Sunday, August 28, 2011

Just a Page in the Book of Life...

So one day in the hospital, probably back in June, I mentioned to my mom that I wanted to have portraits taken.  Her response, "Really??".

She began googling "Cancer Photographers"...  She wanted someone to be able to really capture what I was going thru.  What happened is truly the result of a higher power.

She connected with a great photographer from Colorado that has a little boy with cancer, Jennifer Wyeth. After a quick email introducing me and wishing her son the best and wishing she lived in the Bay Area, she wrote back and said "Let me see what I can do..."    This Colorado mom sent out a message to her photography friends as well as her facebook friends.  That message reached Marielle Hayes right here in Oakland who wrote us that she would love to do the portraits when I was up for it.  After looking at her website Marielle Hayes Photography, we could not be more excited.

About a week ago we (Cody, Alexis and I) met with Marielle at Tilden Park in Oakland/Berkely for the photo shoot.  What an amazing photographer Marielle is...  Even more so, she is an amazing person and I am a better person for having met her.  One of my favorite all time people. 

Thank you Marielle for documenting my journey so beautifully....










Round #7 - Bye, Bye Port

1st day of school, took my sister and brother to school, and had lunch with dad, mom, papa and nana at Oasis.  Saw Fr. Pradrig lunching with a friend and then it was off to UCSF for Round #7, a 5 night stay and only about 2 hours of chemo per day.  Much lighter than usual.

Port Access - awful!!!  The worst one yet, so much for a good day.  They finally got one of the sides accessed after multiple tries and a big fat bruise on my chest.  This would be the absolute last time I would let them touch my port!

My doctor and nurse, luckily agreed and after discussing the gameplan for the last 2 rounds, the port was coming out....  Best day of my life.  Luckily there was a surgery cancellation before I left the hospital and the port was removed.  I now have a souvenir to throw darts at.

My 5 days has now been reduced to 3 days.  Good news is I get to go home earlier than expected, Bad news is I need 4 shots of chemo over the next couple of days.  Training (and practice into a mini pillow) for me and my mom and we will see how this goes.  But we have already both said that it won't be either of us giving those shots. 

to be continued....

shots went well after the first one and my mom did give them to me...  probably will have to do this again for the last round.

Summer at Last... and then Back to School!

It has been the best 3 weeks since before I was sick.  As close to normal as someone being treated for cancer can be.  Did a lot with my friends ~ worked registration at school for 3 days, went to the beach for the day, and passed my Algebra II final.  I am finishing up my Chemistry final by Monday and Sophmore year will be complete, on to Junior year!

Madelynn and Jamie went to camp for 2 weeks and had a great time.  Glad you are back! 




Cody went to LA for baseball.  Glad he is back also.  On to Football for him. 

My sister, Maddie had gum surgery and Timmy finally got a birthday party (with his cousin Tommy), only 6 months late, at Rockin Jump.

Lastly, the Portuguese Council of Newark had a Donut Sunday as a benefit for me.  3am start for my mom and grandparents, 675 lbs of flour, an army of wonderful people resulted in about 4,500 donuts sold...  Thanks to all who made this happen!




my avo stretching dough by hand and dropping them into a pan of oil... 
Everyone is back at school now and I will be having the home teacher come visit.  I have already contacted all my teachers and am really excited for this year.  I will be able to return full time by January at the latest.
Maddie & Timmy - 1st day of school. 
Where am I you ask, off to Round #7!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Dear Jen...

So I have been here since Wed and have actually felt really good except for my throat, so I had lots of time on my hands.  On of my favorite nurses was working Thursday night so I thought I would write the charge nurse, Jen, a little note. 

Dear Jen,
As you may know my unscheduled hospital stay starting on the month of August dated the 3rd.  It has been a bump in the summer road on the streets of San Fran.  I, Kaitlin Brianna Gallagher, born September 25th, 1995 request the my night nurse for the evening of August 5th, 2011 to be the beautiful Julie, with the straight brown hair and thin girly figure.  If you accept this request you will receive a hug from me, myself & my mother as well as a peice of delicious cherry pie from the cafeteria.  If the request is denied you will have one sad little child in Rm. 749. (we don't want that).  If you have questions or concerns please write back.
Thank you for your time, Kaitlin

She wrote back ~
Kaitlin - I would love to grant your request & make you a happy girl :)    -Jen

As I write this, I am waiting for my blood counts results to come back to see if I can go home. ANC (part of the white blood cells) needs to be 500. Not asking for a lot since normal is 1800-8000.

Friday, August 5, 2011

My visit home, Short & Sweet.... Ambulance Ride #3

So I came home on 7.31 from Round #6 and was not due to go back to the hospital till 8.25 for Round #7.  My last 3 rounds are now about 28 days apart.  I was due to get my blood tested on Thursday 8.4.  However, by Wednesday, I had mucicitis (sores in mouth and throat).  My throat hurt pretty bad and eating or drinking was almost impossible.  I was able to double my pain medicine dose, but that only took the edge off.  I slept most of the day, so by the afternoon, both my mom and hospital nurse thought I should go get my blood tested to ensure I was not in need of additional blood (anemic).  Blood results came back ok, but I spiked a temperature of 101.3, so off to emergency at Valley Care I went (anything over 101 is immediate admittance).  My mom tried to negotiate us driving directly to UCSF, but to no avail.  3 hours later, its Ambulance Ride #3 to UCSF.  Same driver and nurse as the last ride, continuity is good.
 
It is now Friday and my throat is still really sore, still no eating or drinking.  I never would have imagined how much saliva a mouth can produce and a throat needs to swallow.  The hospital has a solution for every situation.  At my bedside is a "dentist suction tube" at my disposal.  No swallowing or spitting required.   My counts have slowly started to rebound and by tomorrow I expect to feel much better, with hopes of going home on Sunday. 

Port update - learned yesterday that my port goddess nurse, Sally will be going on materity leave beginning Saturday.  Really?? couldn't those twins have waited a little longer.

This is the port that is under my skin
and has been so difficult to access
Wednesday admitting at UCSF was not as planned.  ValleyCare emergency is no longer allowed to touch my port.  They have tried on the two prior visits and failed to access it, so now I get an IV there.  So my master plan was to come to UCSF with my IV and negotiate waiting till Thursday morning, when Sally would be working, to have my port accessed.  The resident on duty was not so thrilled with the idea.  After a while of negotiation, my nurse going to bat for me, and the attending getting involved, my port had to be accessed that night.  2 reasons being, they need to take a culture from the port to ensure there is no bacteria growing in the line and the second reason is that they want antibiotics running thru it in case there is.  I was not happy about this at all...  What I was able to get though was some serious drugs to sedate me (Ativan and Verset topped with Benadryl after it was done and I was already on Morphine for the pain).  Don't remember the access part very well at all and now have a new protocal for future accesses.  Needless to say, Curtis did a great job and succeeded on the first try.

Round #6 Short & Sweet

Round #6 came and went, 7.26-7.31.  I was at the hospital for 3 nights, shortest stay yet.  Sally, port goddess nurse,  was there to access my port, which went beautifully.  I received a spinal tap, my 10th, which is really not a big deal, and did the 3 days of chemo.  I came home Friday evening to a pizza party at the Fairchilds with Alexis, Jamie and Madelynn (parents were invited too).   Now it's waiting for my counts to drop and rebound.  My body has residual buildup of the chemo and its effects, so the effects are stronger and rebounding is taking longer than it used to.  No blood work though till next Thursday, 8.4.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Tahoe Pix - July 2011

Lake Tahoe - can't wait till I can go...
Maddie pitching for Mojo in Tahoe tournament
 

Timmy and Aiden


Grace, Alexis, Elizabeth, & Maddie
Cousin time in Tahoe

Beach day with Nana and Auntie JoJo